Bibimbap

Yes...finally after procrastinating for so long, I finally made Bibimbap today. Took a bit of time cos of the various dishes (although they themselves were easy to make). So handy to have an iPod cos I googled all the relevant recipes and voila!!! Turned out great heh heh "Chong mal bashi da!!"

The main spread

Presentation

Hungry Arman mixing it all up

My First

Ok wish that this was some other first ha ha but after overcoming some inhibitions, I uploaded my first clip, singing. Did a cover of 'Here Comes the Rain Again' by Eurythmics. (I wasn't seen in it of course).

I was actually hanging out laundry a couple of weeks back when I started singing this. (Maybe it was the pouring rain outside) Raised the pitch a bit to make it more 'girly'. Luckily, it came out decent enough.

Detty

Ok you know...I'm a freak when it comes to revelling in the world of fandom. After going ooooh and aaaaah at all the fanvids in the world...which have given me much pleasure...I decided to make my own!

And what better than to make a Detty vid. Will go verbal-diarrhoea on that later. Till then, check this out.

Wisdom or lack of it

It has been 8 months and 25 days or so (unless my Maths fails me) since I last updated. Can't believe I let it rot for so long...my invisible pen. Was it a lack of inspiration or will? Hmmm got to figure that out.

Anyways, don't know why but this thought has been reeling through my brain for some time.

Have I gathered much wisdom over the years?

Sometimes I feel that the older I get, the lesser of things I know. I'm like a walking bundle of contradictions. Yes, I've gained confidence and yet my insecurities grow. I feel that I can go about in the world independently but yet feel that my knowledge of the world is still limited. I seem to have found a sense of calling in what I do and then at times, feel that I could cast everything away and live a semi-hermetic life.

When does 'figuring things out' end? Will it ever?

I just pray that even as I falter, I will live a good life while figuring it out.